| So today was awkward. Just awkward. I was so tired the entire day; had work, football game, mass, nap time. So eventful and exciting, I know. Uhm in general tho, like everything is pissing me off. Certain friends, the amount of homework, college visits, my parents, and the lack of time to sleep. I feel like I'm not in control. I am so dependent on everyone else to tell me what to do and when, that when I do have free time, I use it to sleep. I HATE THAT. I am not a dependent person (except for that whole driving thing.....) and listening to adults tell me what to do pisses me off;; it pisses me off even more when I don't like those particular adults. Oh, and P.S. I HATE/DETEST/DESPISE biology. I'm sorry, and I know that's a shocker seeing as though science is ovbi my strength (sarcasm). But yea. And I am nowhere near done anything for college. No essays, started the common app, need to get/remind teachers of my letters, get forms signed, and oh yea, finish visiting colleges so I can have my Sundays back! Oh and so certain people are just sooo annoying. You are not better than people, you are the end all and the be all, and you are certainly not the coolest thing ever. sdjhjkdsf. I think that sometimes I am a doormat, and I try not to be, but if you put you're foot down, then you're a bitch? okk. got it. Like anyone is going to read this. But it helped. <333 |
